Maaf, Malam Ini Jadwal Saya Untuk Jerman

Call me a freak, call me a maniac. But the only thing I should do on  Friday night is just land my ass on my bed and watch the Germany squad shake Vladimir Stojkovic's gate. I hope the absence of the former captain Michael Ballack due to severe ankle injury bring no significant effect on their performance as proven when they beat Mark Schwarzer 4-0. Der Panzer, Ich wünsche sie glück und gewinn!!

For The Love of The Goalkeeper

These three are whom I considered the best goalkeeper in the world. Some of you maybe just disagree because there're some names with immense ability and endless presticious titles. But I've never seen them playing, so I put them aside.
Among the three, I choose the man on the bottom to be on top of my list. He, the only one with no handsome boyish figure, or adoring blue ocean eyes. He, the one to whom some people consider him the enemy. But in the mid 2006, when he shake the hand of his all time rival Jens Lehmann, then the world know.. He was worth to be called king, King Kahn.

Sekilas tentang Gay

Gay. Yup..gay. Pernah dengar kan kata ini? atau bahkan sering mendengarnya, dan semakin sering melihat subjeknya. Ya. Pria yang senang sejenis, itu bahasa singkatnya.
Belakangan saya makin sering bersinggungan dengan pria-pria 'jenis' ini. Dari yang hanya sekedar membicarakan, sampai melihat langsung. Dari pria tak dikenal hingga teman sendiri. Dari yang memang terlihat gemulai sampai yang terlihat jantan sempurna. Name it..

Fenomena ini membuat saya jengah dan menarik nafas panjang. Hati saya selalu bertanya, 'kenapa?' Saya tidak habis pikir. Bawaan alamiahkah? Cobaan Tuhan yang menganugerahkan mereka kelebihan, kali ini kelebihan esterogen. Trauma? seperti yang banyak dikemukakan oleh mereka saat diwawancara, karena broken homelah, trauma pelecehan seksuallah. Salah pergaulankah? Atau malah tren?

Yang jelas, setiap kali melihat mereka, saya sangat menyayangkan pilihan hidup yang mereka ambil.

Amazing

I was mixed up when you came to me
Too broke to fix
Said 'daddy get you gone, I'm missing my baby'
Still missing my baby

I was stitched up by the hands of fate
Said how you gonna make it on your own
If luck is a lady?
Maybe luck is a lady

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I was not open to your suggestions
I had so many questions
That you just kissed away

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way that love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think it's amazing

I think you are amazing

You tried to save me from myself
Said 'Darling, kiss as many as you want!
My love's still available
And I know you're insatiable'

We're like victims of the same disease
Look at your Big Bad Daddy, and your mom
And your mom...was always acting crazy

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I thought that
loving you was out of the question
Then I saw my reflection
Saying please don't let this go

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way that love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing

Celebrate the love of the one you're with

Celebrate, this life with you baby
I think you should celebrate yeah
Don't put your love in chains baby
No no, walk in the midday sun
I thought I was dreaming
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing

I said celebrate the loce of the one you're with

As this life gets colder
And the devil inside
Tells you to give up


by George Michael

Going Home - A Learning Session

I am learning some basic ways of improving my photo with basic photoshop. And here it is, the fruit of all my patience and enthusiasm doing all the editing. Since the original photo is far from perfection, this photo is considered better. Much better. But still, I'm proud of it. This is my shot. Enjoy :)

Random Thought of Living Human

I was just thinking, about how we, human. Grow this fast covering almost every surface of the world, that this earth seems to meet its limit of supporting us. About how we, human. Scattered all over the world, we have to perished another God creation in need to feed our mouthes, to build us shelters.
Countinuing existence in our term is only refer to us. Human. The most honorable of God creation. There's no animal, no plant in it. Selfish.

I was just thinking, it's a shame to be human like this.

War and Love, in questions

This great evil. Where does it come from? How'd it steal into the world? What seed, what root did it grow from? Who's doin' this? Who's killin' us? Robbing us of life and light? Mockin' us with the sight of what we might've known. Does our ruin benefit the earth? Does it help the grass to grow, the sun to shine? Does this darkness in to you too? Have you passed through this night?

Love. Where is it come from? Who lit this flame in us? No war can put it out, conquer it. I was a prisoner. You set me free.

-The Thin Red Line-